Miserable in Marriage

I have been in denial.

I have been hoping I was imagining it.

I was lying to myself

So here goes….

I am in a failing marriage

Whew… I said it!

It’s liberating… and yet VERY scary.

I have done everything I can, and nothing is working

The fact is… My husband doesn’t love me anymore

It didn’t start out this way.

We got married for all the right reasons.

We were in love

And then something changed

I can’t pinpoint it. I can’t tell you when it began to change.

But long ago I looked in his eyes and realized…. There was no love there.

This blog is my journey

I need an avenue to get out my frustrations.

Maybe by writing my feelings down, I can deal with the problems at hand

I wish to remain anonymous, for obvious purposes

Bear with me…

This is probably going to be the hardest thing I will ever do

So…. Here goes